Remembering Cashew (pregnancy #2)

Saturday the 12th, 2008 was my estimated date of delivery for my second pregnancy. Had this pregnancy been ok, I would have delivered somewhere around thise time.... So, this is all I have to remember our little Cashew by... He is in heaven with his sibling, our little Peanut.

We couldn't get to the park Saturday to do our ballon/letter release like we did on my first EDD for Peanut. We hope to get there next Saturday. I *NEED* that release... That last time to say goodbye to what I only got to hold onto for 3 short weeks.... (we lost Cashew at 7 weeks)

We Love You Cashew and We Miss You



**Please continue to pray for my new nephew, born Thursday, Jan. 10th, 2008. As of today he is still in the NICU and will probably be there a few more days.

R E S O L U T I O N S

1. Get Healthy

2. Stop Procratinating (school, housework, ect)

3. More quality time with Hubby

AND MOST IMPORTANT

4. Move Past the Past... move on, but don't forget (this is a H A R D one)


Ok, so everyone makes these crazy things, but I really want to at least accomplish a few of them. I want to start living again. Since we have lost our two pregnancies I think I have stopped living.... Time to move forward and realize each day is new and no matter what we love our babies, but they are not here and I can't do anything to bring them back.

Hubby and I are really looking forward to a great year together. We want to get healthy (diet and exercise).... so that should be interesting! Time to feel good...

So, here is to 2008!